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As I waste away in front of the computer, with a few tabs opened but nothing that catches my fancy long enough to make me forget real life, I decided to join a fractal community.

I'm a creative person. I'm supposed to be producing stuff left and right, be it in writing, graphics, ideas, even music... yet I find it so hard to get down and do just that.

Producing.

It's become so hard to splatter the taunting whiteness of a freshly created Word document these days...

I have no idea why. And I wish I did not have a long history of disappointing people who have expected great things from me, because it feels like an iron ball chain tied to my ankle, making me slow and seeping away the last shreds of hope and energy I have.

Sigh.

Another day, another 60 x 60 x 24 or so heartbeats, a similar number of breaths and nothing new to show the world. Life sure seems bleak in days like these.
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